Today I feel quiet. It started last night, I guess it's because it's getting near to my birthday and I am reflecting on the past year.

The last 12 months have been interesting to say the least. I left university, my home and my friends to start a new life with one of my closest and oldest friends.

I descended on him really, I went to visit him for a long weekend and I never left. After a few months of living together we started to date.

It was a really strange feeling at first and even now I sometimes can't believe he is finally with me. It was a case of crossed wires for a good few years the old "he dosen't fancy me" and vica versa, at least until one fateful day.

I was sat in the library at uni and just started to type and sent the email before I could change my mind. I sat there in absolute tears. Other students were wondering what was up with this mad woman, I just let the tears flow, as they fell I felt like I was being cleansed of all the pent up feelings I had been storing for years.

I then went home and got pissed.

He called me straight away as it was a total shock to him, he had no idea. We talked for hours and sat via the webcam till the early hours. He admitted he felt the same way. That weekend I went down and saw him. I have never been so glad to be in his arms.

A few months later was the long weekend and the rest, they say, is history. I just hope we have a lot more history to come.

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