My Parents came down for a visit on Sunday and brought us the camcorder so we can transfer some of Roops old tapes onto VHS for his Mum.

They also brought us a couple of Advent Calendars...but these ones are SuperDuper ones as they don't finish on Christmas Day - oh no these go on to New Years Day...!!!

Get that. An extra week of surprises :o)

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We had a long talk last night about work and how we both need a change, I am scared of change, I like how we are...I just don't like work.

Roop said I have not been my normal bubbly self for 3 months now, 3 months ago is when all the changes started taking place at work, question is how much longer do I give it before I take the plunge and move...?

1, 2, 4 or maybe 6 months..?

I can't leave this job until I know I have another one. I have too many commitments. I have Rupert.

I don't want to leave him, I don't want to live apart.

Yes I know I am moaning but hey it's my diary.

The first thing I need to do is get my CV up to date, then I need to start trawling the job sites, get the paper on jobs night.

Then make a decision.

And oh boy I am not looking forward to that part. But I have Roop's support, I will have my Parents as well.

It's something I am going to have to do if I want to go back to my bubbly self.

The person Roop used to know.

The person I want to be again.

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