Brrrrr......

Its bloody freezing here and I don't think my WeatherPixie has taken her brolly down all week.

Our boiler at home broke the other day so we have had 2 days of no hot water or heating. I went to bed in socks the other night.

But a nice man fixed it this morning and showed us how to "hard reset" it incase it happens again. Nice to know we won't freeze whilst waiting for a Very Nice Man to fix it.

I reckon this is all because my Crystal broke on Monday.

I have been wearing my Crystal since I was 14 but the chain snapped and now I feel lost without it. I keep putting my hand to my throat to touch it when I am anxious but its not there. :o/

I have found a Crystal shop in the Village so will have a look in there over the weekend and see if they have a "cage" or some other way of fixing it so I can wear it again.

Since I stopped wearing it I have been having bad dreams.

Last night I started crying in my sleep as I dreamt Roop had left me and gone back to his Ex who he was with at School. I didn't want to let him go to work this morning. I just wanted to stay hugging him for ages.

I NEED my Crystal back to chase away all my fears and just make me feel better.

Its amazing how a little piece of Crystal can make you feel happy, loved and safe.

And No I am not a nutter.

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