I feel a lot calmer within myself today.

I had a good nights sleep last night, his head resting in the crook of my neck. It's so much easier to sleep when he is touching me.

I looked across at him in the semi-darkness and my heart filled with love for this person I have known for so many years and thought of as a friend.

When things become hectic at work, I log out of the phone and sit there for a few minutes and imagine us in bed all snuggled up and the calm feeling it gives is second to none.

I like the feeling of us holding hands as I drift off, it makes me feel safe and warm and I look forward to having the "sleepy talk" before we drift off.

It scares me to think just how much I do love him and I never want this feeling to end.

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