Neets wrote this and I can't put it better myself:

I do love him, and I can't belive how much of a mess I was that night and the next day, but how can you distance yourself against someone you love incase you do split up for good?

I don't think you can.

That is exactly how I felt last night and again this morning.

I can't imagine not being with Rupert but at some point it will happen and it won't be my choice.

No doubt when he reads this it will cause an arguement. I don't want that to happen - I just want to try and let you know what I am feeling.

I am sorry. I truly am.

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