2-nil.

Rupert was totally wrong on guessing his presents. I am relieved, for a few hours I thought he had got it. I wasn't a happy bunny.

Rupert did very well out of Christmas this year, his birthday is in January and his Dad is paying for him to go skiing.

I have never been skiing and he knows I would love to go. I nearly went with my last boyfriend but we broke up just before we booked it. I had even started to take lessons at the local dry ski slope.

One part of me...the selfish part thinks "he knows I want to go skiing so why dosen't he say to his Dad - Give me the money and I will go later on in the year with Claire".

The other part of me...the logical part thinks "it's his birthday present and if his Dad is paying it's not up to you when he goes or who with."

I know it will only be for 7 or 10 days but I want to go as well. I know it's childish but I can't help it. I have to conscientiously make myself think logically about it.

I know he wouldn't do anything whilst he was out there. We had this conversation the other night. He said he wasn't prepared to jeopardise this relationship for anyone or anything.

That is some comfort at least. It has taken me a long time to get to this stage. It has taken me a long time to build up trust and I don't want to be disappointed.

Do you understand...?

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