I don't understand what is going on with me lately. One minute I am as happy as possible the next I am depressed for days.

I can't control it. I can feel myself sliding down and I am powerless to stop it.

I don't want to be with anyone but I don't want to be on my own either.

It's like I am in limbo.

Yesterday I was in Swindon for a meeting and all I wanted to do was go home. Oh I had a laugh with the guys but I just wasn't interested in being there.

The best bit of the day for me was the drive there and back. It was a long straight road and I could just relax.

What is up with me...?

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